Today is 29th May. It's a Thursday. I reached my school today at 11am instead of 1pm because my group need to do a presentation for the Banking & Financial. It's another terrible day because after LiTing, LiWen and Swapna finished presenting thier topic on REITs (Real Estate Investment Trusts), the teacher start to ask them question. The question she asked is,"Do you have a reason why you do a comparsion between the bonds and REITs? Why not unit trusts and REITs?" The moment she asked this, none of them can answer and even if i am doing the same topic as them, i won't be able to answer too because who would have thought she would ask this kind of question. It's obviously she is trying to make things difficult for us. She told us that she is doing that because she is trying to access us by our understanding towards the topic we've done. Come on, if you are trying to know whether that person understands what he/she is doing, you will ask relevant questions rather than this type of question right?
After a few minutes of no sound, she started talking about my group's body languages. She said that my group's body languages have shown her a very unhappy actions. Then she started talking her own story and sort of apologised to us for re-scheduling the presentation again and again. Then she still say she got no choice but to re-schedule the presentation because the other groups in my class has alot of things to present and she don't want to stop them is because the groups made the effort to talk on so many things. I was like -.-"'. I really feel like slapping her!! In the end, whatever she said previously was trying to indirectly say that i am the one who is causing my group to come again and again for the presentation. Way to go!! Anyway, i will not want to waste any of my energy and breath on her anymore. It's worthless for me to do that.
Woot!! I looking forward to tomorrow's Seoul Garden!! Hahaha!! Quite a long time since i last eat it. Hahaha!! Hmmm.. But i cannot stay too long and eat as long as i want because Deardear has to go to 2pm. Sigh~~ Then i think i have to eat fast and many!! Hahaha!! Tomorrow, tomorrow!! Hahaha!!





Today is 22th May. It's a Thursday. Today is the most horrible day! Really horrible and terrible day!! I woke up at 5:55am today to go for my driving test. In the end, I failed the test because i mount the kerb. Sigh... But never mind, so after the test I went to change to my formal wear because I have presentation today. So after i changed, i went out of the driving centre to take a cab down to school. On the way, I sms-ed Joanna to tell her i am on the way. She replied me saying that the second group is still presenting. I was relief as i think i will be able to make it on time. But when i reached, the second group is still presenting. Still got 1 more group before my group to do the presentation, but the time left is like only less than 30 minutes before the next lesson. After the third group present, the teacher told my group that we will be presenting next wednesday. Our faces were O.O!! She also say that if the members of our group were on time for the presentation, then she will let our group present first. I was like O.O!! It is ridiculous because last week I told her i cannot make it for the presentation because i have driving test and she told me that she would put our group as the last to present so that i can present. Since i arrived on time today, then how can she say that?! She is the most unreasonable teacher i ever see!! She is obviously pushing the blame on my group. Horrible teacher!! I want to complain!!! I want to make a fuss!!





Today is 14th May. It's a Wednesday. I am feeling kind of down and terrible because i sort of get ignored by DearDear. Should i say it's my fault or not? Argh!! I don't feel like talking about the matter anymore. Anyway, today i went to a field trip again and this time is to NEWater. I feel that today 's trip is quite short. I think mainly is because throughout the tour, we have been laughing and watching short videos. Time pass really very fast. In a blink of eyes, it is evening time already and here i am typing an entry to my blog.
Hmmm... Tomorrow is another day. Hahaha!! Oh ya, about the China's earthquake, i hope Gwenda is fine and quickly fly back to Singapore. I think i going to do my tutorial soon. Got to start all my research my homework soon if not, i have to rush again during next week.





Today is 10th of May. It's a Saturday. Hahaha!! I just went to get my PSP back from the shop. Yeah!! Hmmm.. Not sure whether it is working perfectly well because this PSP has repaired a lot of times. I hope i can really play it. Hahaha!! My youngest sister also bought a PSP which is Deep Red. Hahaha!! It is a limited edition color PSP. Hmmm.. We can play against each other. Hahaha!! Now DearDear is still cycling with his club members. From afternoon till now. I thought it will end at evening time but i think i am wrong. Hahaha!! Talk about cycling, i am going cycling with my friend on Vesak Day. Hahaha!! Asked her yesterday night and she can make it. Hahaha!! Hmmm.. It's a long time since we do sports?! During secondary school days, we would once a while went swimming at the nearest Swimming Pool. Hahaha!! But after we went to different Polytechnics, we seldom meet up with each other.
Oh ya, i went to buy 4D yesterday. Hahaha!! Have a sudden feeling of buying it, so i bought the number 3850 in IBet. I bought for Saturday and Sunday, hope i can win. But i didn't win today because my number did not come out!! I saw a number 3590. Argh!! If only.... sigh.. I still got tomorrow!! Hahaha!! I hope i can win.





Today is Tuesday 6th May. Hahaha!! Yeah!! There is no NE lecture tomorrow. That's mean I can go home at 11am instead of 3pm. Hahaha!! But still, i have to stay back in school to discuss project, comm skill and infosecurity. Sigh, so many things to be done this week and next week. What busy weeks i have for this semester. Next week, i need to attend my cousin's wedding. It's on the thursday. I have to rush down immediately after school because my day ends at 6pm and the wedding starts at 7pm. Still haven't decide what to wear for that day. Feel like wearing what i normally wears for school. Shirt and jeans. No money to buy clothes. Hahaha!! Hmm, is not i don't have money, just don't feel like spending. I want to save up!! Hahaha!!
2 more weeks, I am going to have my driving test!! Excited and nervous!! I will definitely PASS because i have confidence in myself!! Yeah!!





I know that when you look at me
Theres so much that you just dont see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart youd find
A girl whos scared sometimes
Who isnt always strong
Cant you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone

I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Wont you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away

Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
Theres nobody there, no one cares for me
Whats the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?

(chorus)

I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...





Today is 1st May. Listening to music now, current song is "Born to make you happy" by Britney Spears. Nothing to do and no one to chat with. Friends are not online. I think most probably went out with families or friends. I am stuck. Don't know what to write. Oh, i remembered! Afternoon went to work for my aunty in OG. I've decided to tell her that i am not going to work anymore. I told her. But, after i said out, i am so called scolded by her. I really dun want to work because it is very tiring and i feel my lifespan has been cut short by those customers there. I have helping her since when i was in Primary 5. Almost 8 years. I want to spend my time at home doing nothing or playing. I don't want to work.