Today is 4th October. It's a Saturday. It's been a long time since i post up my last entry. Let me see... Ah~~ It's been a month. Hahaha!! I've been lazy to do anything. Hahaha!! For my FYPJ, so far so good. Next week, i'm going to have my mid-term assessment grading. Need to prepare presentation slides to present to supervisor and independent marker. I wonder who is my independent marker. Anyway, as long as i do well for the presentation, i will be able to get good score. Hahaha!! Recently, i've joined Facebook. Hahaha!! At first, i didn't join because i thought it will be the same like Friendster or Hi5. But i guess i'm wrong. Hahaha!! Even though it is a social networking site, but it is more than that. Hahaha!! Lots of games inside that website and i am addicted to it. Hahaha!! Past few weeks, i didn't feel well. Been feeling sick. Vomit the food after i have eaten them. Visit the doctor and took medicine. I feel alright after taking the medicine but after a few days i thought i am back to normal self, i started vomiting again. Sigh~~ 2 more weeks and i am flying... How could i fall sick at this time? That's all for today.





Today is 7th September. It's a Sunday. It's been a week since the start of FYP (Final Year Project). My project is SIT AES Development using SharePoint. Hmmm.. Basically, it is to work on the AES website using SharePoint. SharePoint is a new Microsoft Office Tools in 2007 edition. I never use this before and not sure how it works. For the one week, i have been learning, watching video and do some practices on it. It's quite boring actually. It's so boring to stay in the computer lab from 830am to 6pm. Well, 11 more weeks to go. I think i can survive for 11 more weeks. 6 more weeks, i'll be going to Suzhou for my FYP. Hahaha!! I think it's something i can look forward to it. I did not DJ for a very long time. Hahaha!! Wonder if there is any listeners miss my voice. Hahaha!! Perhaps, i will do it some time this week. Sigh, i would need to install the player again because i just reformat my computer. You may ask how come? Hmmm... It's my young sis asked me to open up an application which suppose to be a game and when i opened it, it contains viruses. Woot!! Then my computer got the viruses such as Trojan horse and Worms. I've no choice but to reformat my computer. That's all.





Today is 31st August. It's a Sunday. It's been some time that i post anything on my blog. Exams are finally over and school is going to start tomorrow. I am going to start my FYP (Final Year Project). For the past 2 weeks or so, i've been studying for the exams and i am sad to say that the papers are kind of difficult. Luckily, what i have studied for the exams came out on the papers. So the last paper ended on 27th August, then i went out shopping with DearDear. First, we went to buy his cycling pant. That day did not go well because it rained heavily. Then, it's fianlly my turn to shop so we went to Chinatown next. I went to trim my eyebrows because i didn't trim it for a very long time. Actually i want to buy undergarments, but it seems that OG did not have the brand i want. I bought a pair of long sock!! Yeah!! It's what i wanted to buy. I can wear it with short pants. Hahaha!! To cover up my scars on my legs. I've been trying to lighten the scars but whatever things i do, it didn't seem to go away. The socks is a panty sock which mean i have to wear it to up till my waist there or least there. It's thick enough not to see through my legs and i think i can and will bring it to China. I will buy more pairs there. It will be a shopping spree there. Hahaha!! I'll be leaving on October 20. 7 more weeks from now. Then on thursday 28th August, i have class BBQ cum chalet. This time, i did not go early like i did in the previous BBQs because first, initially i was not planning to go and secondly i feel like it's quite boring to go there early. So i went to DearDear's house to play lego with him. It's my first time playing lego and it's fun. Hahaha!! I had an enjoyable and fun-filling afternoon in his house and in the evening, i met Gwenda to go to the BBQ together. Overall, it was a good and fun day. I reached home around 1am plus and slept at 3am because i was waiting for my hair to dry. The next day, i went back to my secondary school because it's Teacher's Day celebration. I managed to see some of my teachers. There's also a few new teachers. It will be my last time going back to my secondary school because by then, i will be a working adult. Thinking back when i am in secondary school, i find myself childish in everything i did because i feel that i did not think before i said or do. Yesterday 30th August, i stayed at home for the whole day surfing net and did nothing much. And today, i think i will be doing nothing much also and stay at home to spend my last holiday. I am looking forward to tomorrow's school. Quite happy and excited. Wondering which lab i will be working in and who my partner if there is one. I hope not to get the detestable kind which mean not hardworking and alway last minute. I think that's all for today.
"Life is short,but Love is forever."





Today is 15th August. It's a Friday. It is 8:51am in the morning now. I wake up so early because i went to the market to carry things. Hahaha!! This time, i did not go alone. I went with my sister. Then we bought breakfast back to eat. Nothing much to do now other than writing a post here and listening to music online. Recently, i have joined imeem.com as a member. I think most of people will know imeem.com as they use it put musics in their blogs. I use it to listen musics online. Hahaha!! My first few songs are Korean songs and then rest is English. No pop or rock musics. All are smoothing musics. Hahaha!! I still searching on more of this kind of musics. My stomach is a bit pain now but i think it will alright later. Hahaha!! Later i will be going to school to study for the exams with Joanna. Somehow, i don't feel like going to anywhere but stay in my house and do nothing~~ I haven't been really study for the past few days because i am watching some videos online. Sigh~~ I am still thinking whether i should go for the class BBQ. Half of me want to go and play and relax, but the other half of me don't want to go. I have asked myself some questions, "If i go, what is there to do?" and " If i don't, what i can do at home or will i miss out any fun at the BBQ?" It's so frustrating to think of those things. Maybe i can think up some games to play there then it won't be so bored. Hahaha!! That's all for today.
" My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender."





Today is 7th August. It's a Thursday. Hmmm... It has been 2 days after the project presentation. The presentation did not go well as the project itself still have some errors. Anyway, there is no use talking about it anymore because it is already over and what's done cannot be undone. Yesterday, i woke up early for my driving. I feel that my driving for yesterday was a bit fast but overall it is still good!! My instructor told me that i should try to brake early when turning right. Hahaha!! I am very scared about my driving test. I don't want to strike kerb, mount kerb, stall engine, knock down the poles while parking and others that can cause me to lose points. I want to pass!! There is no school today or should i say that there will no school until the examinations. Next 1 week and more will be study week for the exams. Hahaha!! Time pass very quickly. In a blink of eyes, the semester 1 already flew past. After exam, what can i do so that i can really enjoy before FYP? Should i go for the class BBQ or should i do something meaningful like learning something? That was once i went to google search on my nearby community centre to see if they offer any cooking class. I want to learn cooking. I always like to cook but i don't know how to cook any simple dishes. I only know how to fry an egg, cook instant noodles and fried rice, simple pasta and nothing else. What i want to learn is simple dishes that my grandmother cooks for lunch or dinner. End up, there is no cooking class. What a disappointment~~ Maybe i will just go library and look for some cookbooks or go Chinatown and buy as it is quite cheap. That's all.
" If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you."





Today is 29th July. It's a Tuesday. Ahh~~ Today is quite a tired day. I woke up early and go to school early to do my project. When my father wake me up, i don't feel like leaving my bed and just want to sleep throughout the day. I know i cannot do that because my presentation is next Tuesday which mean i only left about 7 more days to complete my project. Well, actually i have already finished my part for the project. Then suddenly, my team mate throw me another function to do. I was like thinking, ' We only left one week to finish up everything and you just give me the function. How am i suppose to do it within a week?' I know it's not tough to do but there is alot of codings that is need to be done behind. Sigh~~ Just don't feel like doing that function. Hmmm... DearDear went to Indonesia for 3 days from now. Today is the 3rd day. Yesterday night, he called me and talked to me for a while. We were mostly talking about his things because on Sunday night, he called me and tell me to go get his important stuffs from the bike shop, go to his house and send his friend an important document. He also told me to submit the application form to his bicycle's club president. I find his president quite ridiculous because he doesn't seem to understand what i was trying to tell him the whole time. All i tell him is to meet up and i pass him the application form for my DearDear. I was quite pissed off when he said,"for what man?". I don't like people to reply me with that kind of answer. Anyway, that president told me not to pass the application form because he's going to find a substitute to replace my DearDear. Anyway, i have already sent a sms to DearDear to tell him about this thing but he didn't reply so i guess he will call me tonight or tell me when he come back from Indonesia. Hmmm.. Wondering what he is doing there. I heard him said that he will be going to climb mountain today. Feel quite lonely when he is not around with me. I miss him!! Just received a phone call from my friend(Benjamin) that he pass his driving license. I feel happy for and at the same time, stress. Because this is his 2nd time of the test and he passed it. Me? I failed it. I want to pass my driving test at next month!! I will just take the test as a normal driving lesson so that i won't be so nervous. I CAN DO IT!! Liwen is calling me for high-tea session. That's all!! "If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. If hugs were seas, i send you oceans. And if love was a person, i send you me!!"





Today is 26th July. It's a Saturday. I woke up around 10 plus today due to the noise that my sisters made. They were talking very loudly. Then ate a piece of bread and played downloaded game. Hahaha!! I haven't touch on my project yet, not even now. Hahaha!! I am lazy to do but i will do it tomorrow. Hahaha!! At 8am, DearDear sms-ed me to tell me that he going out cycling with his school people, basically is the bicycle club people. Hmmm.. In the afternoon, i received his another message that he fell down from his bicycle, Chloe. I was shocked and my first thought was to rush to him immediately. Luckily, he didn't have any big scratches or wounds but then, a small injury makes my heart very pain. So i have decided to look for him later and also to surprise him. I want to buy a new bracelet for him because the previous one i bought for him was broken. He went cycling with him friends and then he fell down again and at the same time, the bracelet was broken too. Although it can be repaired, but i think getting him a new one is better because i rarely buy anything for him. So i thought of a plan to surprise him. Hahaha!! Here's the plan: Before he reach home from his cycling trip, i will quickly go and get the bracelet that i have in mind for him. Then i will quickly get to his house and wait for him. If he reach his house before me, i will maybe take my time and let him have his dinner and bathe. Hahaha!! I hope my first plan will work. Hahaha!! All i need is to be fast. DearDear is going to Indonesia tomorrow for some exchanging programme. Hmmm, he is going for 5 days. So these 5 days i cannot see and hear from him. We cannot sms to each other also because it will be expensive. Anyway, i am going to find him later to hug him before he goes to Indonesia. Going to miss him alot. Hahaha!! Hmm.. Now i have eaten my dinner, i think i must get ready to get him the present~~ Hahaha!! That's all.
"Every time i see you i love you more and more."





Today is 20th July. It's a Sunday. Hmmm... I should be working on my project on the past few days but i did not. Hahaha!! I feel so lazy to do on anything. But on friday night and saturday morning, i managed to do some on my projects. I am able to retrieve and insert the information into the database for my function. Hahaha!! I still left the "delete" part. I decided to go to school early tomorrow to finish up on my function. Hmmm.. I was being told by "someone" that i did not write much about "him" when i asked him on friday whether did he read my blog. Hahaha!! So this post i decided to write on the "someone". Hahaha!! On friday, i woke up around 9 plus in the morning despite i slept quite late on the night before. Then i sms-ed my DearDear, "morning DearDear!! Muackz muackz!!". Hahaha!! Then he told me that he need to go buy things before he come to my house. So i made used of that time to sweep and mop the floor. I feel so refreshed after cleaning because the floor is clean. Hahaha!! DearDear reached my house around 10 plus close to 11am. We sat in my kitchen playing our laptops. I showed some stuffs on the "Sims 2 Deluxe". Example, the couple can "woohoo" on the bed or the male can have another affair outside when his wife is not around. Hahaha!! Then after that, we listened to some songs from his laptop and played our own games. Around 12 plus, we went down to buy rice from the coffeeshop and "chai poh" from the provision shop. Before we headed home to cook, we went to buy ice milo to drink along the way. Hahaha!! We reached home and started to get ready to cook our fried rice. Hahaha!! First, we cutted the ingredients we want to add to our fried rice. I am responsible for cutting because i snatched the cutting from him and he is responsible to wash the "chai poh". Hahaha!! After cutting, i heated the pan and added "chai poh" inside to cook it to dry before adding oil. Then i started cooking fried rice. Cook and cook~~~ Finally, the fried rice is cooked. Hahaha!! DearDear said the fried rice is not salty enough and said that next time, we don't wash the "chai poh". Maybe i will try it the next time. Hahaha!! After eating, we continued our game for a while then went to my room to have afternoon nap since the both of us slept quite late the night before. Hahaha!! We slept until 5 plus then DearDear went home and i went to bath. Hahaha!! That's how we spent the day in my house. Hahaha!! That's all. " I love you deeply, unconditionally, forever and beyond..."





Today is 16th July. It's a Wednesday. This morning, i wake up at the usual time like every Wednesday. Then instead of taking the bus at the usual bus-stop, i took a different bus at the different bus-stop. I did this is because i need to put in my money into my bank account. After doing that, i went to driving school to top up my driving account. When i was about to reach Bukit Gombak MRT station, i looked from the platform and saw the shuttle bus has already arrived and people were boarding the bus. I tried to hurry myself but there were those people standing on the right side of the escalator. The right side of the escalator are meant for people who are rushing and not for people to just stand there. Sometimes, i can't understand what they are thinking. So i missed the bus and walked from the MRT station to the driving school. It has quite a distance. When i reached the driving school, i was already perspiring and somemore, i was carrying my laptop. I quickly did what i suppose to do and wait for the shuttle bus to send me to the MRT station. I waited for the train to come and it came a few minutes later. Just as i spotted a seat and ready to sit down at the corner, i saw my secondary school friend. It has been a long time since i met him. It was like after we take our "O" Level results, we haven't see each other. Hahaha!! It is really a coincidence to see him on the train. Then we talked and talked until he reached Woodland because he study in RP. Then i reached school and started to work on my project. Sigh..... Boring~~~ Hahaha!! Hmmm... Actually i did not have to go to school today because i did not have any lessons on. But i went back to do my project. Or else, i won't be able to do at home because i will just play games and do other stuffs other than my project. I am a bit worried about my database because i have no idea how to link and make it work. I think i will have to figure it out fast if not, i will not have enough time to do other features. Hmmm... This coming friday, i am not going to school also. Yeah!! Another no lesson day. Hahaha!! So happy!! But i will spend my time to work on my project and with my DearDear. Hahaha!! That's all for now. "I love you - those three words have my life in them. "





Today is 13th July. It's a Sunday. It's been alomost a week since i wrote my last post on my blog. Hahaha!! Last week, i was quite busy with things like projects and my driving stuffs. Sigh... I failed my driving test again. Sigh... Guess i was quite nervous on that test day because the traffic police said that my driving was quite fast, like rushing to somewhere. I must pass it the next time. Tomorrow i will go down to the driving school to put all my money inside my driving account and book a lesson every week. Then towards the test date, i will try to book more if i have the enough money to book it. This time, i promise to myself that i will pass and get my car license before i fly to Suzhou for my FYP. Talking about FYP, it is confirmed already. I think the 6 of us will be having our FYP first then attachment. How i know it? Yesterday night, Joanna called me to ask if i recieved the sms from the teacher-in-charge. I told her i did not receive any of the sms. She found it very weird about the sms because the content is something like the teacher-in-charge say something about the China trip and if have any concerns, meet her between 2-4pm. Joanna was wondering to call the teacher-in-charge because that time was quite late. In the end, she called back. After a while, she called me back again and told me that me, her and Victor are confirmed going to Suzhou on 13 October till 7 November. I was like "O.O". So early.. Why did we have to go for our FYP first? I was hoping that i can go for my attachment first because i want to earn some money for the trip as i've spent almost all my savings on my driving. But the trip is already set for us so i guess i have to accept it. But think of another way, it's also quite good. The money that i earned from my attachment, i can save it and use it for my next holiday trip after my graduation. I think i will most likely to follow DearDear's class for the holiday as they already planned to go either HongKong or Taiwan. As for my class, i am not sure whether they will have any plan after graduation. Time is really flying fast. In a blink of eyes, our project is going to be due soon, then come our exam and that's the end of semester 1. And semester 2 is coming soon. That's all for today.
"I wrote your name in the sky,but the wind blew it away.I wrote your name in the sand,but the waves washed it away.I wrote your name in my heart,and forever it will stay."





Today is 6th July. It's a Sunday. I woke up around 11am plus this morning because last night i slept at 315am. Hahaha!! Actually, i wanted to sleep at 230am but DearDear told me to wait for him to reach home. I waited for him to reach home and bathed. Hahaha!! So we slept at the same time!! After i woke up, i went to eat my lunch and then, i switched on my laptop and play "The Sims 2". DearDear went HongKong to buy. Hahaha!! Thank you DearDear!! While i am playing, i am listening to this song, "Everything" by Misia. It's a old japanese song. Not those 70's or 80"s songs. Hahaha!! Right now, i am cooking pasta. Woot!! I don't know why i feel like eating something else after my dinner. Hahaha!! Today, i have done nothing much except Communication Skills. I did my e-assessment after dinner. Hahaha!! I don't know how many marks i got because it did not display out. It's such a boring day. Doing nothing but nothing. Hahaha!! Didn't really message much to DearDear today. He woke up around 3pm plus in the afternoon but message me an hour later. By that time, i was lying on my bed, playing my PSP. Hahaha!! I was getting ready to take my afternoon nap. Hmmm.. I am eating my pasta now. Hahaha!! It taste creamy.
"Love is bittersweet, it's up to you to make it bitter or sweet. I will make it sweet just for you, I Love You."





Today is 4th July. It's a Friday. Hmmm... I woke up at 610am. Then went to bath. After that, i went back into my room to wake up my elder sis. Wake her up is a pain!! She couldn't even wake up when i shaked her. In the end, i woke my younger sis up. I don't like to wake people up if they cannot wake up for the first time when i called them. I feel a bit frustrated when my elder sis couldn't wake up then i become more and more energetic. I could feel energy running in my body. Hahaha!! I left my home for school at 650am. When i reached Outram MRT station, i gave a morning call to DearDear. But before that, i already gave him a morning call at 620am and he told me to call him again at 7am. Hahaha!! I reached the tutorial room at 755am like that. I was the first person there. Slowly, more and more came. We were dressed up in our formal wear because we have a mock interview. The teacher came around 806am and asked who want to go for the interview. I volunteered myself to be the first because i just want to get the thing over quickly and i have a date with my DearDear. Hahaha!! The interview seems good for me. The teacher told me that i did well except some parts. She also told me the things i should say and should not say. Hahaha!! Overall, i did well!! Today is also an amazing day for me. It's a break record day. The shortest time of attending the lesson. I only spent about 5 to 10 mins on the interview and i am done. I can go dating with my DearDear. Hahaha!! I walked out of the school and found it so weird. There were alot of people walking to school to attend lessons. When i walked out of the school, i felt pairs of eyes staring at me. It was like asking questions like,"Why is this girl walking out of the school?" or "Is she skipping her lessons?". I was looking at the ground when i was walking towards the MRT station, to avoid eye contacts. Hahaha!! I went to SP to find DearDear. Hahaha!! I am happie to see him!! We have been seeing each other since Wednesday. Hahaha!! The time we spent is also very enjoyable. After i meet him, we went to HarbourFront and ate Yoshinoya. Then i went to buy a rubber band for my hair which cost 50 cents. After that, we went to buy tickets. We watched "You don't mess with Zohan". It's a funny show. Hahaha!! I cannot forget that there is this guy phoning this "Phantom" guy. The phone number is damn long. Hahaha!! I was laughing very loudly. Hahaha!! Oh ya, only 6 people went to watch that movie. Besides me and DearDear, there are 2 japanese ladies sitting a seat away from us and a couple sitting in the front row. Hahaha!! We went to my home after the movie. We played online games until 4pm plus. DearDear felt tired and went to sleep on my bed. Hahaha!! I continued playing until 6pm. I switched on the TV and watched the Korean show on Channel U. Hahaha!! Every commercial break, i went in to my room to wake up DearDear because it is quite late already and he has his project to work on. I waked him up at my 3rd attempt. Hahaha!! He is also another one that couldn't wake up for the first calling. Hahaha!!
"My love for you will never break.. even when i'm old and gray!"





Today is 1st July. It's a Tuesday. It's been a week or less that i write a entry here. I was not busy for the last week but i was watching korean drama online. Hahaha!! The drama has 167 episodes. So long~~ But the drama is comedy, romance and a bit sad. Hahaha!! I did cry when i watched because it is very sad. Hahaha!! After finish watching that show, i feel that i have nothing to do again. I have projects and stuffs to do but too lazy. I suppose to read-up about the Call Centre now but the article given to us is too wordy. It only make me fall asleep. Sigh.. This week suppose to have InfoSecurity quiz. But the lecturer delay it to next week and it is on Thursday. Next thursday, i have a presentation in the morning about the Call Centre, follow by the InfoSecurity quiz and lastly, the Mobile Application Development practical test. After the test, i need to go for my driving. It will be my last revision of driving because the following day will be my Driving Test. At first, i was worried that i will miss my lesson in the morning. I book the test on Friday, early morning. Luckily, my class were split into two groups for the mock interview. I will be going for this week's mock interview and for next week, there is no need for me to go. Woot!! Hahaha!! Next few weeks will be quite busy because of the projects. Major and minor ones. Oh ya, i got my results for E-Commerce today. Overall, i got a C+. I got a D for participation. Well.... I have nothing to say about that. Everytime i attend the tutorial and when the teacher starts to speak, my eyelids are half-open already. Hahaha!! I don't feel like raising my hands and answer those questions. Everytime there is an easy question, others will just answer before i did. Anyway, i will score well for the next quiz in Week 15 and the final examination. Hahaha!! I can do it!! Hmmm... Let me think what i can write now. Tomorrow after school ends at 11, i will be going to DearDear's school to wait for him. I am not sure if i want to bring my laptop along because while waiting for him, i can actually do some of my stuffs like working out the solutions for the practical test or do my project stuffs. I still need to change my entire UIs to ASP website and do some HTML codings behind. It is very tedious. Really very tedious. I have to arrange my UIs and put them into a table form. So that when i view in browser, my textboxes and labels won't be all around the screen. Hahaha!! I must read up on ILOG also. It is very important as it is required to implement into the project. ILOG?!
"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you."





Today is 26th June. It's a Thursday. Hahaha!! This morning, I had a presentation. Presentation on E-Commerce. Hahaha!! Teacher said that my group did well. Woot!! I think we can score well. Hahaha!! Yeah!! Sigh~~ In Week 13, i am going to have another 25% of practical test. This time, i will try my very best to score very well because last practical test, i did very badly. I will win this time!!!! Hahaha!! Nothing much to talk about today. Hahaha!! I reached home around 7pm plus today. That's all for today.





Today is 18th June. It's a Wednesday. It's a rainy day. It started raining in the afternoon around 1pm. I thought it is just a normal rain without lightning and thunder but i was wrong. Few minutes after it rained, i saw a lightning then followed by a big thunder. I got scared and quickly shut down my larry then pull out my bed and put my pillows everything nicely on the bed. Then i quickly lay on my bed and cover my ears with my small pillow. Hahaha!!! Just like that, i fell asleep. I woke up at 11am today. Then went to sleep at 2 plus again till 5 plus. Hahaha!! Ahh~~ Really a slacking day for me. Sigh~~ I have been thinking and thinking of DearDear these few days. Really feel kind of boring without him around me. But when he come back from holidays, we won't be able to meet up also. He has to study for his coming exams when the school reopens. Should i also start to make use of these few days to study for my modules? I have been thinking it will be good to start early for the revision otherwise when the school starts, there will be no time because there will be rushing of projects. Hmmm... Maybe i will start my revision tomorrow. This semester will be my last study semester. I want to score well for this semster. Score at least a GPA of 3.0. Last few semesters GPA results are really close to 3.0. If i work hard, i will get the result of 3.0. Yeah!! Hahaha!! That's all for today.
"The best thing about me is you."
I Miss You!!





Today is 17th June. It's a Tuesday. I woke up at 11am today. After i brushed my teeth, i switched on my larry for a while to check emails. Actually, i was just deleting those useless emails in my inbox. Hahaha!! After my lunch, i went out with my friend, Liqin, to Lavender. To make my passport. Finally, i made my passport. Wahahaha!! I spent $5.35 for the 4 photos taken on the 2nd floor. Sigh... The photo don't look nice at all. It looks so ugly. Especially my eye area where all the dark rings are. Sigh... Nevertheless, i already submit that photo for my passport. Then after that, we went down to the 1st floor to make payment. The fee for the passport is $70. Hahaha!! Save $10. After submitting the form, we walked to Bugis Junction. It is only a stop away from Lavender. On the way, we talked about our school friends. Like who is who or who got this branded bags. I seriously cannot think those people carrying branded bags or stuffs are real. All i can think of fake. Hahaha!! I don't know why i got this concept. Maybe i don't have those kind branded bags or stuffs. I don't like and don't go for branded bags or stuffs. Hahaha!! We walked and talked all the way to Bugis Junction. We have one mission there. And that's to eat Seoul Garden. Wahahaha!! Finally my Seoul Garden dream come dream. Some may think,"The food there is not nice to eat,why you still go there?" I go there and eat is because i just want to eat. I don't care whether the food is nice or not but as long as it is food, i will eat. Hahaha!! It's quite noisy there because there are groups of people. They come either for gatherings or friends' birthdays. Hahaha!! I remembered when i celebrated my 17th birthday, i also went to Seoul Garden to eat. Only 3 people went. Me, DearDear and Raahiinah. I invited Liqin but she coudn't make it because she had to work. Hahaha!! Hmmm... I have thought of my birthday for next year and decided that i won't celebrate it. Just spend the day like how i normally does. I won't make it until it is really a big day that i must be out for the whole day. Hahaha!! Anyway, back to where i was saying. We sat there for more than 2 hours. Hahaha!! Total price for the Seoul Garden is $32. Luckily, there is still student price on June holidays. Hahaha!! 1 person = $16. Then we went to Chinatown to buy my shampoo. Total price for my shampoos and facial wash is $26. Then we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to catch a movie. I haven't watch a movie since a long time. Sorry DearDear if you are reading this. I know we haven't watch a movie for a long time. That time when you wanted to watch, i said it is expensive and there is no movie that i really interested in. Also, when you want to watch is during Friday night, much more expensive. Sorry. Maybe we can watch a movie after your Mid-Semestral Exam. The movie ticket and a large cup of coke is $15.80. We shared the drink and so each of us spent $7.90. We watched "Kungfu Panda". Hahaha!! It's a nice movie. Funny. When the movie ended, we went home. Hahaha!! The money i spent today is $125.25. Wa!! Wait. Need to minus off $20 because my father gave me $20 for the shampoos and facial wash. Final amount is $105.25. Sigh... Just make a passport need to spend alot of $$. Sigh~~ That's all for today.
"To the world you may be one person, but to me you are the world." I Love You.





Today is 16th June. It's a Monday. Sigh.. These two days are very boring. I've been staying at home doing nothing but watching anime, "Naruto". Mainly is because i don't have anything to do. Even if there is, i don't feel like doing it. Hahaha!! That's me in a lazy state. Hahaha!! Finally, i have finish watching "Naruto". Total of 220 episodes. So nice!! This morning, i found myself did something quite funny. Hahaha!! I was dreaming. Dreaming about me and DearDear were together at some place. I am not sure where and why we are there. Then suddenly, DearDear told me to massage on his back. At first, i thought he would want me to go step on his back but i find it troublesome so i didn't do it. Instead, i used my right fist to hit on his back up and down. By then, i was slightly awake and found myself hitting my bolster. =.=''' Hahaha!! What was i thinking???! Hahaha!! After waking up from my sleep, i start my daily routine. Basically doing nothing for the day. Ahh~~ Last week seem to pass so fast. Don't know why this week pass so slowly. Maybe it is because DearDear went for holidays then nobody to talk to except a few like Liwen, Joanna and Gwenda. Hahaha!! I feel shocked when Gwenda msn-ed today. I thought she want to gossip with me but she come and complained to me about the teacher. Hahaha!! From the way she talked to me, she is really very very angry. Hahaha!! All the vulgarities coming out. Hahaha!! I could only listen and told her to relax.
Hmmm... I want to change my blogskin soon. But there is a problem. It can't display my entries. I don't know what to add so that it would appear. Maybe i should go ask somebody who knows how to deal with this. Hahaha!! I have found a few good and nice blogskins but when i download the codes, it is so messy that i don't wish to change. Hahaha!! I wanted to change my current blogskin is because the words are too small and the background is black. I would like to change it to a brighter background. Hahaha!! That's all for today!! I miss you!!





Today is 13th June. It's a Friday. To be exact, it's a Black Friday because it is 13th. Anyway, I did not care much about that. It is still a normal and simple day to me. But i am happy today. In the morning around 8 plus, I went to Bukit Merah Polyclinic with my grandmother to do blood test and see doctor. At first, i thought that there will be quite alot of people. But when we reached there, there was not alot but still got people. Hahaha!! You may think do blood test and see doctor may need alot of time. I agree to that but today everthing just finish so quickly. Hahaha!! I am so happy!! After that, we went to eat then went to NTUC Fairprice to buy some some food home. DearDear went to holiday. Hahaha!! Hope he enjoy his holidays there and have some fun. In the afternoon, i went to sleep for a while because i scared i may feel tired at night as i have dinner with my classmates. We went to eat Fish & Co. I ate New York Fish & Chips. I thought i couldn't finish but i managed to finish it. Hahaha!! I feel quite full when eating the last few pieces of french fries. But after we walked out of the Fish & Co, i feel that i have not eaten anything. Is it that the food have not travelled down to my stomach or i am too hungry? We also took some photos then walked to Raffles City. When we reached Raffles City, it was already 9pm plus. From there, some of us including me wanted to go home as most of the shops are already closing. But only Liting and Nic went home first. Me, Joanna, Liwen, Gwenda and Renjun went to Basement 1 to look for donuts.
Talking about donuts, there is a newly opened store called "J.Co Donut and Coffee" at Basement 1. I saw it at Bugis also. Hahaha!! There was a long queue. That time, i was a bit hungry then told them that i going to Donut Factory to buy a donut to eat. In the end, not only me is eating the donut, Liwen also ate. Hahaha!! We ate the same donuts. Double Chocolate Donut. Woot!! The donuts seem to just came out of the oven. It's still warm. When i bite it, WOW!!! The chocolate filling inside the donut flowed out. My friends were laughing at me for the way i ate the donut because my whole mouth is filled with chocolate all over it. Hahaha!! Finally, i am full. Yeah!! That is very satisfying. Woot!! I love it!! Oh ya, after i reached home around 10pm, i asked my younger sis to make a cup of milo for me. Hahaha!! Today is truly a great eating day for me!! Hahaha!! That's all for today!! I love my DearDear!!





Today is 10th June. It's a Tuesday. Today i went to school to discuss the E-commerce project. It's a quite hot and i need to bring my larry to school. Finally, i bring my larry to school for project. Hahaha!! Reached my school a little late today because need to wait for the train for some time. Then when i reached school, i went to the wrong place. Instead of going to library, i went to computer lab. Hahaha!! Today is a fun day. After discussing the project, me, Joanna, Liting and Liwen went to Vivo City. I need to go because i need to collect my new phone. It went servicing last few days. Hahaha!! Finally it is in working condition. Hahaha!! After that, we went in to Converse shop to buy a bag for Swapna. Her birthday is on next week. Hahaha!! Then we went to Starbucks Coffee to sit and gossip. Woot!! We talked and talked alot of things. Hahaha!! That's all for today, i going to watch my show!! Hahaha!!





Today is 6th June. It's a Friday. Today i supposed to attend school lesson but my teacher told us no need to go back to school for the lesson so therefore, my school holidays start today!! Hahaha!! Yeah!! School holidays!! I like school holidays!! Woot!! Sigh~~ But still need to go back to school to work on our project and stuffs. And also, i can't get meet up often with my DearDear during the holidays because he is going overseas for holidays. Guess i have to come up with my own programs to spend my holidays.
Yesterday, i had a practical test on Mobile Application Development. I think i flunked the test. Stupid test. This is the first time i ever had a practical test where we are not allowed to bring any books or notes to refer. We have to memorise all the codes which was like so many. Sigh~~ 25% just flew away from my hand. I don't want to retake that module. I don't want!!! Hmmm.. Yesterday ngiht, DearDear went to Japan to deliver things to someone. He is going for a day. Coming back to Singapore today at 12 midnight. I am waiting for his call. Hahaha!! Nothing much to do today since he is not around. Oh ya, i went to service my NEW phone today. Something wrong with phone. Just bought for less than a week, it has problem already. Sigh~~ Got to wait for a few days. That's all for today.





Today is 3rd June. It's a Tuesday!! Hahaha!! Today is quite a good day except for the E-commerce quiz. I managed to do most of the questions but still, i have some blanks on the paper. Other than that, it is a smooth day. Hahaha!! After school, i went to find DearDear for a while. On the train journey, i was playing my PSP. I was playing Ridge Racer game. It is about car racing game. Hahaha!! I finally cleared the tour. Everytime i cleared a tour, i will get a new car. Hahaha!! Hmmm.. Finally reached my DearDear's place and we were sitting at the staircase there. I asked him to help me clear a tour because i can't seem to get through it. Hahaha!! After that, he went to find his friends and i went home. I bought roti prata home to eat. Hahaha!! Hot and nice!! Woot!! Hahaha!! Tomorrow will be a bit boring because i need to go school for just AN HOUR!! I think i will just bring my pouch and put in my admin card, wallet and phone. Hahaha!! Just go for the NE lecture and listen.. That's all for today!!





Today is 29th May. It's a Thursday. I reached my school today at 11am instead of 1pm because my group need to do a presentation for the Banking & Financial. It's another terrible day because after LiTing, LiWen and Swapna finished presenting thier topic on REITs (Real Estate Investment Trusts), the teacher start to ask them question. The question she asked is,"Do you have a reason why you do a comparsion between the bonds and REITs? Why not unit trusts and REITs?" The moment she asked this, none of them can answer and even if i am doing the same topic as them, i won't be able to answer too because who would have thought she would ask this kind of question. It's obviously she is trying to make things difficult for us. She told us that she is doing that because she is trying to access us by our understanding towards the topic we've done. Come on, if you are trying to know whether that person understands what he/she is doing, you will ask relevant questions rather than this type of question right?
After a few minutes of no sound, she started talking about my group's body languages. She said that my group's body languages have shown her a very unhappy actions. Then she started talking her own story and sort of apologised to us for re-scheduling the presentation again and again. Then she still say she got no choice but to re-schedule the presentation because the other groups in my class has alot of things to present and she don't want to stop them is because the groups made the effort to talk on so many things. I was like -.-"'. I really feel like slapping her!! In the end, whatever she said previously was trying to indirectly say that i am the one who is causing my group to come again and again for the presentation. Way to go!! Anyway, i will not want to waste any of my energy and breath on her anymore. It's worthless for me to do that.
Woot!! I looking forward to tomorrow's Seoul Garden!! Hahaha!! Quite a long time since i last eat it. Hahaha!! Hmmm.. But i cannot stay too long and eat as long as i want because Deardear has to go to 2pm. Sigh~~ Then i think i have to eat fast and many!! Hahaha!! Tomorrow, tomorrow!! Hahaha!!





Today is 22th May. It's a Thursday. Today is the most horrible day! Really horrible and terrible day!! I woke up at 5:55am today to go for my driving test. In the end, I failed the test because i mount the kerb. Sigh... But never mind, so after the test I went to change to my formal wear because I have presentation today. So after i changed, i went out of the driving centre to take a cab down to school. On the way, I sms-ed Joanna to tell her i am on the way. She replied me saying that the second group is still presenting. I was relief as i think i will be able to make it on time. But when i reached, the second group is still presenting. Still got 1 more group before my group to do the presentation, but the time left is like only less than 30 minutes before the next lesson. After the third group present, the teacher told my group that we will be presenting next wednesday. Our faces were O.O!! She also say that if the members of our group were on time for the presentation, then she will let our group present first. I was like O.O!! It is ridiculous because last week I told her i cannot make it for the presentation because i have driving test and she told me that she would put our group as the last to present so that i can present. Since i arrived on time today, then how can she say that?! She is the most unreasonable teacher i ever see!! She is obviously pushing the blame on my group. Horrible teacher!! I want to complain!!! I want to make a fuss!!





Today is 14th May. It's a Wednesday. I am feeling kind of down and terrible because i sort of get ignored by DearDear. Should i say it's my fault or not? Argh!! I don't feel like talking about the matter anymore. Anyway, today i went to a field trip again and this time is to NEWater. I feel that today 's trip is quite short. I think mainly is because throughout the tour, we have been laughing and watching short videos. Time pass really very fast. In a blink of eyes, it is evening time already and here i am typing an entry to my blog.
Hmmm... Tomorrow is another day. Hahaha!! Oh ya, about the China's earthquake, i hope Gwenda is fine and quickly fly back to Singapore. I think i going to do my tutorial soon. Got to start all my research my homework soon if not, i have to rush again during next week.





Today is 10th of May. It's a Saturday. Hahaha!! I just went to get my PSP back from the shop. Yeah!! Hmmm.. Not sure whether it is working perfectly well because this PSP has repaired a lot of times. I hope i can really play it. Hahaha!! My youngest sister also bought a PSP which is Deep Red. Hahaha!! It is a limited edition color PSP. Hmmm.. We can play against each other. Hahaha!! Now DearDear is still cycling with his club members. From afternoon till now. I thought it will end at evening time but i think i am wrong. Hahaha!! Talk about cycling, i am going cycling with my friend on Vesak Day. Hahaha!! Asked her yesterday night and she can make it. Hahaha!! Hmmm.. It's a long time since we do sports?! During secondary school days, we would once a while went swimming at the nearest Swimming Pool. Hahaha!! But after we went to different Polytechnics, we seldom meet up with each other.
Oh ya, i went to buy 4D yesterday. Hahaha!! Have a sudden feeling of buying it, so i bought the number 3850 in IBet. I bought for Saturday and Sunday, hope i can win. But i didn't win today because my number did not come out!! I saw a number 3590. Argh!! If only.... sigh.. I still got tomorrow!! Hahaha!! I hope i can win.





Today is Tuesday 6th May. Hahaha!! Yeah!! There is no NE lecture tomorrow. That's mean I can go home at 11am instead of 3pm. Hahaha!! But still, i have to stay back in school to discuss project, comm skill and infosecurity. Sigh, so many things to be done this week and next week. What busy weeks i have for this semester. Next week, i need to attend my cousin's wedding. It's on the thursday. I have to rush down immediately after school because my day ends at 6pm and the wedding starts at 7pm. Still haven't decide what to wear for that day. Feel like wearing what i normally wears for school. Shirt and jeans. No money to buy clothes. Hahaha!! Hmm, is not i don't have money, just don't feel like spending. I want to save up!! Hahaha!!
2 more weeks, I am going to have my driving test!! Excited and nervous!! I will definitely PASS because i have confidence in myself!! Yeah!!





I know that when you look at me
Theres so much that you just dont see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart youd find
A girl whos scared sometimes
Who isnt always strong
Cant you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone

I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Wont you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away

Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
Theres nobody there, no one cares for me
Whats the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?

(chorus)

I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...





Today is 1st May. Listening to music now, current song is "Born to make you happy" by Britney Spears. Nothing to do and no one to chat with. Friends are not online. I think most probably went out with families or friends. I am stuck. Don't know what to write. Oh, i remembered! Afternoon went to work for my aunty in OG. I've decided to tell her that i am not going to work anymore. I told her. But, after i said out, i am so called scolded by her. I really dun want to work because it is very tiring and i feel my lifespan has been cut short by those customers there. I have helping her since when i was in Primary 5. Almost 8 years. I want to spend my time at home doing nothing or playing. I don't want to work.





Today is 30th April. Went to Army Museum of Singapore for our NE lesson. We took the 1st bus to the museum with group 1,4 and 10. Throughout the whole journey, it is quite quiet because the most of the people were sleeping except LiTing and LiWen. Hahaha!! They were talking and laughing throughout the whole journey!! I was listening to my mp3 and occassionally will talk to Joanna. When we arrived at the museum, i realised that it is just beside the Discovery Centre. Did not know when i last went to Discovery Centre which was 3 years ago. Before i entered the museum, i saw the opening date of the museum is only last year then i "Oohh, no wonder..." Hahaha!! Conclusion of my excursion is BORING. The tour around it was boring except for the show because it got some effects. Hahaha!! It ended quite early than expected. Hahaha!! I went home straight from there.
After the IT3132 lecture, my group went to discuss more on our project. Liwen(leader) has summarised what we have discussed the day before and photocopied a piece for each of us. I am suprised because NEVER in my project discussions for the past 2 years have done that. Hahaha!! When discussing about the ideas we came, i started to zone out already because my eyelids are getting heavy and not really concentrating on what they are talking about. Went to North Canteen to eat our lunch at 12. Quite a lot of people but managed to get a place for ourselves. I ate seafood fried rice. Not so nice as they added those carrots, peas and corns to the rice, so i did not finish my food.
After lunch, we(girls) went to Cheers to see what tidbits/snacks we can buy for the excursion. I bought Choco Pie and YanYan. Walk around the shopping arcade then walked back to computer lab to do our things. I charged my phone and surf the net. Minutes before we are supposed to gather in lecture hall, we discussed the project again and i zoned out again!! What was i thinking??





It's been a long time since i last blogged which is last year. Wahahaha!! It is the 3rd week of my school. And nothing much about school other than having lessons and breaks. It is my 3rd year in NYP. Going to graduate from the school next year. Currently, doing my studies in the first semester then have my attachment/FYP in second semester. Hahaha!! Looking forward to my 2nd semester.





Hmm.. It has been 2 years since i blogged. I've been lazy and busy playing then forget everything about blogging and forgotten about my user and password to login to the blogger website. But luckily, i've created another account last year. Actually i created another one for my project last year. It is about designing and creating a new blogging website. I created it because i need some information for my project. For that project, i have stayed in school till about 8 plus at night but ended up, i got a C+ for that module(ASP). Using Visual Studio 2003 to do my project. Even though i got C+ for that module, i am quite happy with my exam result. I got an A for my mathematics. Hahaha!! My GPA is 2.7 but i expected myself to get 2.9 for that semester. I will work hard to aim for next semester.
Things got worse for next semester which is my Year 2 semester 1. Get into different class with different people. Luckily, there is 7 people(including me) from my previous class in that new class. Of course, every semester has a project module. Minimum 4 people in a group, maximum 5 people in a group. That's left Joanna and me. So we teamed up with other class people which Joanna happen to know one of them because they are in tennis club. Little did i know, they are quite useless and only know how to "so called share" or copy ideas from thier friends. During the last 2 weeks before our presentation, me and Joanna went to school early and went back home late. Even when we reached home late, we still continue doing our project. Because of that, we tired ourself and fall sick. About the 3 guys, i don't know whether they were doing a not. Finally, presentation is here. We managed to put all our parts together. And after presentation, I finally can say "byebye" to them. Worst thing came. I cannot say "byebye" to them yet because the next semester I still have to see them and the most important project module is with that class again!! Totally upset by the school's arrangement.
Ahhh!!!